25.10.12

I've been so quiet these last few days, that my mind has been an orgy. You could have poisoned me, but you didn't even bit me. I'm a non-believer in the playground with god. Please, deceive me.
Beside the battlefield, I could only tell: don't listen to me. Don't you ever listen to me. I fucking wanted you since the day I've met you, and I've got exactly your same desires. But please, stay away. I can't stand by them right now. I can't even stand by myself. Be patient. I'll change and we might have our so fucking called stupid love. I know I've been hurting you like hell. I've been scared, but I've been protecting you. Stay fucking away. I love you too, and life is long.